SURROUND YOURSELF WITH POSITIVE VIBES

Why does it happen that sometimes we like being in the company of some people and at other times from some people we just want to stay away? Many a times it has happened with me and in those numerous occasions I have tried to reason it and what I can infer from all this is that these are “Vibrations”.

I feel it around me all the time. It’s like they are trying to convey some message.

I strongly believe that each person has a magnetic force within him. This magnetic force transmit vibrations in some form or the other knowingly or unknowingly in the form of the way we present ourselves, through our body language and our thoughts. Like everything else in the world having two sides to itself, these energies or vibrations or magnetic force, which ever name you would like to call it by also have two sides being positive and negative.

It changes as per the situation and circumstances .At times, the change is so strong and powerful that a certain vibration overpowers us to the extent that it controls our thoughts, mind and body for a long time, thereby turning us into that particular energy.

That’s why with some we feel at ease and happy while with others we want to run away.

In today’s world where every day our connection boundary is expanding and with the advancement in social networking site which has further helped in bringing the world more closer to us. It has become all the more imperative to take into consideration whom we let in our life .Understanding the fact that one cannot always keep away from the negative energies. However we can always protect ourselves by identify these energies within us or being transmitted from outside and prepare our mind so that it does not cause much harm.

But at times it does happen that the cognizance of the negative effect on your body and mind is not until the harm is already done.

Definitely circumstances play a crucial role. The intensity of struggle and acuteness of your problems that you face affects your thought process.

In this processing of thoughts, it all depends upon us, which side we give more importance.

So whenever I’m in a fix, the first thought that comes in my mind is, what will happen next, what if something goes wrong? Making me feel as if it is the end and there is no getting out of it.

I guess it is natural to imaging the worst than to look at the brighter side of it. When you are worried and when things do not turn as per your plan, instantly these dark clouds of negative thoughts capture our mind. Thus, making us worried, impatient, anxious and depressed. These negative thoughts prevents us from seeing the right path and feels like everything has shutdown with in and around us. But somewhere among these dark clouds of thoughts there is still a tiny ray of hope breathing.  But since the power of negative force is so strong that we tend of ignore it and give least important.

In such situations it becomes all the more necessary to cling on to this tiny bit of hope and keep on reminding our self that things will improve for good. You will realize that this little positive reminder will bring such immense happiness and will attract such magnetic force which will help you to see the path leading to positive life.

So for me life is nothing less than a Maze. At every step you will face hurdles. But how you tackle these hurdles will define you.

I feel that after every couple of years, we should try to evaluate our self in term of the changes we have gone thought, how we use to think before and now and the capability with which we handle a certain situation. Once we evaluate will we definitely realize whether these situations have made us negative or positive and will give answers to lot many question of our life and help us be a better person and to be loved by all .

Never let these dark clouds of thoughts control you forever. Focus on your actions and remind yourself that nothing is constant and keep on evolving and spread positivity.

FRIENDS FOR LIFE…


Friends….. ever thought of living life without them … I have never and would never like to even.

I don’t know what my world would have been without these two idiots who came in my life 11 years ago and have stayed with me in my thick and thin ever since.

With them I have come to understand the meaning of true friendship and to be called a besties.
With them I have come to realise that ever day meeting and talking does not make one as a bestie rather it is time and the distance that is created with time in every way and despite of that distance if you are still able to maintain that essence and spirit of being a friend then u have found that buddy in true sense.

My friends are like my soul, my spirit who knows what and how I’m and accept me the way I’m . With them I’m me. I’m who only they have seen and have enjoyed me being me. With them I don’t have to think twice before opening my mouth, I don’t need to sound correct. With them I just let myself loose in ever sense.

The best part about our friendship is that we don’t meet every day. We don’t hangout everyday. We don’t go around proving that we are best friends but we simply show when required.

We are there for each other when required.Yes, I proudly say that we talk when we need😜. After all a friend in need is a friend indeed ☺️.
We are selfish friends coz we just think about ourself when it comes to us and that’s why we three are still together.

Since the time I found them I have never had the urge to make or require another and even if I ever had then no one could fulfill the need as they have every time.
The chemistry and the connection that has grown with time has made three of us love, respect and accept as we are.
They are the guiding force and the only force because of whom I have been able to discover understand explore myself and grow in the best possible way.
Life is Indeed beautiful with them!

BLANK SPACE…

Staring at an open space with numerous thoughts running like zigzag taking sharp turns one after the other or at times just staring at that space without any thought gives such a peace . It takes you to another world with only happiness, peace and joy of flying free. It’s an escape land where lives only you and your thoughts free from all the worldly worries and stress around. It’s like experiencing a Sense of tranquillity. 

This empty space helps you to connect with your inner self to find answers to lot of questions that one otherwise is unable to get. This space is like discovering something new about you. I like being in this space where it’s just me and no one else. This space gives me a feeling of being surrounded by freshness and serenity. Just being lost in your dreams with eyes wide open without blinking. The joy that it gives just staring at that space is like imagining you up above in the universe with open space filled with nothing but just emptiness. And trust me this emptiness is not boring but matter of fact I love this emptiness as it gives me satisfaction of being in that space which i can call mine. This space has no walls, no boundaries, no ends and is filled with freshness, sparkle and positivity and good feelings.

 

In this space I can lay down my feelings, my thoughts without thinking twice of being judged or being typecast.

 

This space is free , its mine and its me…..

LIMITLESS LOVE

So I have been lately thinking rather over-thinking, “if true love actually exists and what is the formula for it to survive till eternity?” This word, “LOVE” so simple yet so complicated and I know that there are infinite books and articles written on it but I’m sure we all will have different experiences and thoughts to share, right?

This tiny little 4 letter word yet so powerful, I have started to believe that it is not just a word but it is  a  MAGIC WAND which puts you under its spell, completely controlling you and making you do crazy ,stupid laughable things and you break every bound and every barrier for that one thing you love passionately. It makes you ignore all the flaws in that person and reality of life.

We make hundred of promises and dream of how our life will be together. I always believed that it should rather turn out as we dream and decide but it does not really happen that way or may be just for a short duration.

Why is it that with passage of time love tends to fade; the excitement and attraction that once existed tends to decrease? Does time and circumstances play such an important part for the survival of love? I guess, It is very easy to fall in love but to sustain it till the end with the same passion and hunger is all together another side of love which we only get to experience when two people start living together.

Most of us must have at some point of time experienced love for that one person who made us go insane and because of whom we have had sleepless nights, with whom we have dream of spending our entire life, dream of having a family and for whom we were more than happy to make scarifies, adjustments and compromise. After all, love is about being selfless. But again do we really end up having a life as beautiful as bed of roses? I know that roses also have thorns but then why once you get your love; life becomes more of thorns than roses? Why do we forget the real purpose for which we decided to stay together forever? Why do we start taking our partners for granted?

When we say, “I love you” , do we really love that person much enough to keep him happy all his life because change is inevitable , that’s the only thing constant in this world. More over even if change happens then why the intensity of love also changes after all it is said that change is always for good . Why it can’t remain same for ever or is it the mature form of love? I really believe that love is blind  because when one finally gets their love then they start to see the real person and then comes the phase of changing that person and trying to making him/her like that perfect one that you always dreamt about.

I ASK WHY? … Why do you have to change that person why do you want that person to adjust and sacrifice and be some one that is not him/her. I guess if it is Love then just let him/ her be the way it is. Nobody is perfect and why anybody ever has to be perfect? For that matter, is love perfect? I say a definite “NO” because if it was then it would have been something else.

It’s like you have loved somebody so madly that you want that person to be in your life forever irrespective of all the flaws; and finally when he /she is part of your life then the craziness and attraction and that greed just decreases. We get so busy with our lives that we forget about all those sleepless nights and insane things that we once did and the struggles we went through to make that person our part. Why do we stop doing those crazy ,stupid things that made us crazy for each other?

You know what? I really feel that true selfless love is when you accept your love the way it is without any expectation without any judgement and accepting that love is not perfect that nobody is perfect and when we accept that imperfection I guess love will prevail. It will exist for ever till eternity.

Change is good but changing somebody for your good is not good, it is definitely not love…

I have always imagined love as a state of mind making you desperate, hungry, impatient, anxious, sad, happy, lustrous for the one in this world who is your world beyond whom u do not, cannot and would not like to see anything . Love is when you are lost in your own thought, smiling on your own, thinking about that imperfect that is just perfect for you. For whom you will be ready to go to any extreme without thinking twice about any relation in this whole word.

Love is when even after years of spending time together you still feel that craziness and simply accepting the person and giving all that you have and accepting all that your partner has to give and just loving without any if’s and buts’.

I don’t know if there is any formula for limitless love …. I’m still trying to figure out … in case anyone of you have already please share your views…..

SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH A DREAM

She fell in love with a dream… a dream so real that she was living it… without even realizing that once awake it will be gone…. gone forever leaving forever prints on her heart and mind like a stubborn stain.

She fell in love with a dream that was too dangerous to live in with but still It was a dream that she wanted to hold tight ….not let it go..as she was happy breathing it.

A dream though not perfect but it excited her and made her want more. A dream that made her forget her …her identity and her principles . It made her go insane with the desire to possess it.

It made her go insane with the desire to feel it ….. to make it hers. It made her forget that it was just a dream like another and not to get too close.

But, was it really like another? coz …It was a dream so alluring and captivating that she drifted like a freewheel far way from reality…. a reality that was her …. a reality that she was putting on stake for a dream that was just another ….

It was insane but she was so madly in love with the fiction that made her forget the real world around her

This dream made her cross all the boundaries.. it explored a new side to her that she was unfamiliar with and it made her go to the extremes that no sane person would dare to…

Desire , possession , greed, hunger for that dream to make it her’s was so strong that she let herself drift away…..Aware of the destruction,if it ever came in touch with the reality that was her.

A dream…. so real….. so dangerous … so insane….. yet she choose to fall for it!!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I’M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU…..

 Hey my little angel I want to say thanks for giving me an opportunity to be called your MOM…

You are special…you are my angel….you are my soul… my flesh….my heart beat… you are me…

I never realized what is to be a mother until you came into my life.

The first time I held you, saw you, kissed you on your tender rosy swollen lips … tears of joy rolled down… That day a mother was born,Unaware of the hardships, the society expectations… the benchmark on which I was to proof yet again to be a perfect mother.

Until you came into my life, I could never understand the sorrow, the worries, the different shades of love that one feels as a parent.

The true meaning of being patient, of being protective, of unconditional love… you made me experience.

You made me experience the beauty of being a mother.

Yes, you made my day and night topsy-turvy… you made me doubt myself… you made me realize that it is not easy to be, “MY MOTHER”.

You made me test my patience, my anger…. the extreme in me…. But honey it was worth every bit ….

I know that in these years ,I have not been a perfect mother , I have not always been AMAZING, STRONG,LOVING,HAPPY, SELFLESS AND GRACEFULL…How I hated myself for every beating, scolding.. For my rude behavior….yet you accepted me…loved me… hugged me and said mom,” it is OK”….You accepted me despite of my flaws

 

With each passing day…months….years you have helped me grow as a mom … with every compliment “Mom you look beautiful”, you have put me on cloud nine….how u have made me feel special and wanted when you say, “ mom,what will I be without u”, and those afternoon phone calls that you make after coming back from school asking, “ mom when will you come back from office and insisting me to come back now”…

I just want to say that, you are my lifeline, you are my everything… I’m bcoz of you… I will always love you and be proud of your success and failures.. I will always stand beside you … holding on to you.. I will always let you be yourself, be what you want…. Go where you feel and marry whom you want…

I will never impose myself …as you are not me….you are you … you are different…you are unique.

I’M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU….

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

HAVE WE MET BEFORE…

She said to him, “Have we met before”, “May be”, he said.

It was weird……. but the feeling was very strong … her mind boggling with the thought, “I guess we have met before but where…..”

Both were young…vibrant… full of energy….  dreams in their eye to be remarkable… unaware that this will also be the beginning of a connection to last forever.

They both had the same question in their minds, when first time they looked at each other. It was their first job. He had joined a week before her… he was over the phone with the customer when she entered the floor with rest of the new joiner’s to meet the team with whom she would  be working.

He was sitting at the corner with his gang chit-chatting and waiting for the next customer to call up…

She came and said, “Hello”.

They both looked at each other with a twinkle in their eyes and smile on their faces as if they knew each other long before…. their minds wiggling and heart anxiously trying to recollect….

And the question popped up,” do we know each other”…

Or was it just another excuse for their attraction…. no it wasn’t an excuse…

They had never felt it before and only their souls knew the truth….. May be they were suppose to meet this way.

A gravitational pull drawing closer, two young souls who were destined to be one…

Is these some kind of hints from above… some sort of indication that he is your Mr. Right or she is Ur Ms. Right?

It sounds funny…. but I guess …… when you are supposed to be with someone…. that someone special who is made for you.

And now after years of being together…. may be in “heaven before earth”.

FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS

Dream says dream me not just because I am a dream….

Dream me coz I want to live, I want to breathe, I want to feel, I want a life…

A life waiting to be lived forever….. Forever in this world to spread love…. experience the unusual … to realize the limitless me…

Limitless me wanting to be caged out from one’s mind that is chained with fear of living … of experimenting… of crossing over the limits that were set for reasons unknown…

Dream says dream me coz I’m meant to live….

“Break the chains of your thoughts and you break the chain of your body too” from the book, “Jonathan Livingston seagull by Richard Bach”.

 

I’m so touched and in awe of this book that I just couldn’t resist myself from choosing this as my next write up “Follow your dreams”. Dreams …Dreams….Dreams… full of mystery, like a jigsaw puzzle waiting to be unravel ….like a secret waiting to explode…taking you to a place strange…far-away….giving those indications  where you are supposed to reach…that you are worthy of.

So before I go any further let me just give you all a gist of this “must read” wonderful fable of Jonathan Livingston Seagull by Richard Bach.(In the gist, the under quotes are actual writers expression from the book.)

It is about a Seagull who dares to  dream differently  from other Seagulls and who dares to go against the standard norms , set patterns and way of life and its struggle to achieve those dreams and be the inspiration for others to follow theirs.

Jonathan Livingston is not an ordinary Seagull, he is different, he wants to fly high, to falter… stall which otherwise is a disgrace for his flocks. When all the other Seagulls have just one aim in life which is to fly for food….. For Jonathan more important is to fly high for fulfillment and to realize higher purpose in life rather than just to fly for getting bits of stale food.

His dream is to stretch his wings in the open sky, to explore and overcome his limits in the air. To discover the unknown, the unexplored heights of flying high without any thought of failure or death, without any fear in his mind, he wants to unfold and experience the beauty, joy and power of speed.

Every minute of his life he was discovering new techniques, new skills; Discovering the loop, the slow roll, the point roll, the gull bunt, the pinwheel and the breakthrough of flying 214 miles per hour.

Every flight that he made was taking him out of the ignorance of excellence; intelligence and skill that his fellow gulls were living with.

He was not ashamed of his achievements and was not sorry for the price he had to pay to bring his dream into reality.

Despite, of being thrown out of the gull society for violating the dignity and traditions of gull family. He continued to learn and explore each day new altitudes of his perfection ….with each high speed dive he was able to dine in on rare and tasty fish and with each high ride was able to feast on delicate insects.

His journey to perfection, lead him to discover other gulls who thought like him and so he helped them to realize that, “we are free to go where we wish and to be what we are thus they began to understand what they really are and began to practice it”.

He believed that,  “we need to keep finding ourselves , a little more each day, that real unlimited us”.

He realized that, “boredom, fear and anger makes one’s life short”  and that, “you don’t love hatred and evil, you have to practice and see the real gull, the good in every one of them and to help them see it in themselves, that’s what LOVE IS “

He insisted that, “don’t believe what your eyes are telling you. All they show is limitations. Look with your understanding, find out what you already know and you’ll see the way to fly”.

 

I so agree with every under quotes that writer has expressed and his belief that we all have that Jonathan Livingston within us…. one who wants to soar high up in the sky , to unveil and cross over the limits that we all are chained to.

We human beings from day one of entry in this wonderland called earth, create boundaries around us of limited thinking, behavior, relations and what not. Despite of these limitations we still dream every day, every night to become somebody or to attain that higher level of completion and self-satisfaction.

So why do we let these limitations be a part of our lives….. Why do we create a standard road map in our minds to walk on it entire life?

Why do we forget that those road maps were also created by someone who dared to discover the unknown…?

The unknown which is hiding within us.. The unknown we could never explore … the unknown which if ever was known could have given that contentment that we all look for around us.

So let that unknown be known this time without any fear of its outcome….repercussions… just once let yourself be you……how you want it, follow your heart, your mind to that unlimited you and you will see the happiness that you will bring to yourself and then you will be like a free bird … flying high in the sky … touching those limitless spaces that you would have never dared to touch, exploring the beautiful “U” that is till now unsung and untold…

Follow your dreams because that’s where your heart belongs … that’s where you belong…. that’s where your happiness… your satisfaction lies and that’s where you exist.

Make those dreams into reality because this universe was also a dream that GOD once imagined…. A dream when given life was so beautifully unique that nothing could match up to its uniqueness.

Indeed, we all are unique. So why do we hide that uniqueness, let it come out, let there be no barriers, no chains that stop you from unlocking the one and only you.

Let no one define your limits … let no one tell you that, “you cannot do it!” because we were born free and we die free..

Don’t let others thoughts affect you because they are the ignorant ones who don’t know what you are capable of…

It is you and you and will always be you who knows the inner you…We humans have the ability to achieve anything in life provided we have the focus and the desire and the zeal to attain it.

Life if full of surprises which we at times un-box and sometimes let them be as a surprise… so don’t let it die without experiencing it as that can be the “one” which completes you.

Make mistakes, learn from it and grow from your experiences… don’t hesitate to cross any horizons….

For we are humans…. not perfect…..we grow as we learn…. we are but a box of surprises hoping to be realized one day….

 

So keep dreaming…. live it, feel it, pursue it…. for they know your true worth.

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Dream says dream me not just because I am a dream….

Dream me coz I want to live, I want to breathe, I want to feel, I want a life…

A life waiting to be lived forever….. Forever in this world to spread love…. experience the unusual  … to realize the limitless me…

Limitless me wanting to be caged out from one’s mind that is chained with fear of living … of experimenting… of crossing over the limits that were set for reasons unknown…

Dream says dream me coz I’m meant to live….

by Neha Saxena khatri

STAY WITH ME…..

“I just want to stay in your arms, feel your strong, sensual body and listen to your heartbeat, I feel so secure and so wanted….you make me complete….don’t want this time to ever change… be with me forever and ever.”

“I just want to stay in your arms, feel your strong, sensual body and listen to your heartbeat, I feel so secure and so wanted….you make me complete….don’t want this time to ever change… be with me forever and ever.

How I have been for so long wanted someone to love me…. Care for me, protect me and make me feel like a woman, someone with whom I can be myself, not pretentious….  to whom I don’t have to prove my existence.

How I have been longing to be loved passionately and to be held so tight and near that even the air would dare to pass.

You are the one I want to spend rest of my life with, grow old with and to feel a sense of gratification of the time spent together.

You make me go weak on my knees…I want to say it again and again…… I Love you and will always do”

 

MONAAAAAA … get up, aren’t you getting late for work? When are you going to grow up, you have to understand your responsibilities….. Get up, I said….Who is going to do the cleaning and dusting and make breakfast.

Mom, please let me sleep….. Mona enough, get up quickly, there is pending household chores you need to finish before you leave.

Mummy….. plzzzzz, “why do you always do this?” At times, I feel as if I’m your step daughter.

Enough Mona, I don’t care what you feel. I am your mom and will always want the best for you and if it takes being harsh then be it. You are a woman and there are certain badges that you are born with and the sooner you realise the better it is for you.  After your marriage nobody is going to come for your support and explain you all these….

At the back of her mind….her thoughts were moving like a never ending rollercoaster ride, full of madness and rigmarole, “Oh God!! What is my fault? Did I ask them to bring me in this world? Why such behaviour? Please take me away, I don’t wanna be here … I don’t wanna ….I don’t wanna…. I don’t wanna…. please….. Just take me away….and tears start to roll down her soft rosy cheeks.

MONA…. sweet name, isn’t it…. she is just as sweet as her name. I would like to describe her as,” damsel-in-distress”.

She is a flawless beauty in her mid 20’es, immaculate personality and very ladylike in her behaviour who loves to see this world through rose-coloured glasses and hopelessly romantics.

Mona is well spoken, always courteous and generous in every manner.

She is the eldest one followed by a pampered and spoilt younger brother.

Her parents have always been more protective about her brother….as usual not wanting first girl child.

But she has never let that difference affect her; she has rather taken all this ignorance and indifferent behaviour of her parents in her stride. She is no doubt, a very strong, positive and independent girl.

The only regret she has is that if her parents could understand her just once and see that unconditional love and respect that she still has for them; and how she has been sacrificing all her desires and ambitions just to be an apple of their eyes.

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Its 5 am in the morning (while all her other girl friends are still sleeping tight lost in their own fantasy world), she gets up from the bed without any hesitation and any glimpse of regret.

Does the cleaning and prepares breakfast while her mom is out for morning walk. She gets ready and leaves for office.

“Bye mom & Dad, see you in the evening”.

Mom shouts, “Better be early, you have to cook dinner”

{Reached office}…Good morning! Mona. How are you? You look lovely as usual… her boss says.

Good morning, Boss! She replies with a smile to show her acknowledgement.

Her boss is extremely happy with her work…..and why not! After all she has in these last 3 years,displayed exemplary dedication and sincerity in delivering her goals.

She works in a successful Media Company as Hr Executive.Office is one place where she loves to be…. to be surrounded with people who appreciate her and give her importance… to be surrounded by smiling faces.She is liked and adored by not one but all. She indeed has lot of admirers….some secret ones among the opposite sex and why not after all she is young, beautiful, intelligent, and considerate and has a mind of her own.Though she has also had her share of heartbreaks of which she has no regrets and rather those experiences have made her stronger and understand relationships at a different level all together.

She believes that in this journey of life, lot of people will cross your path bringing with them both good and learning experiences but no bad experience.

So later in the day, the boss called Mona to his cabin to inform her that a Senior manager will be joining tomorrow whom she will report to and that she will have to take care of his requirements and introduce him to the staff and make him feel comfortable.

Next day….

Mona reached office a little before time … she put her bag in the drawer, turned on her system, went to the rest room for some touch up…. made herself black coffee ….; Ready to give her best for the day.

She was busy making last minute amendments to the report that she needed to submit to her boss. The office boy came, “Ma’am, he is here, our new senior manager”.

She asked the office boy to make him feel comfortable in the conference room.

After a few minutes, Mona got up and made a move towards the conference room. She is dressed in off white translucent shirt paired with solid navy blue pencil skirt showing off her delicate, hourglass figure, with her open jet black, wavy, shoulder length hair. She teamed it up with heels. She looked splendid and impressive.

She pushed the conference room door to make an entry…..OUCH!!! She bangs into this broad, masculine, well build body.

“Oops!!! Sorry…. I’m sorry…. I’m extremely sorry … did I hurt you?”  Mona said in her shaky voice.

“Oh no…. Not at all”, says this tall, attractive looking man in his late 30’s … “rather I should be apologising for startling you.”

He was taken aback by this beauty and same was the case with her. The moment their bodies touched each other a wave of some sort of magnetic current gushed through their bodies.

After apologising to each other they decided to get themselves seated in the conference room, Mona introduced the company and herself, in the mean time her boss also joined in with the rest of the team and took over the discussion and then the normal greetings, introduction and understanding of roles and responsibilities followed.

The day passed….

Manas  was her boss with whom she will now have to work closely.

She was both excited and nervous…

Days and months passed by, Manas was happy with her dedication, perseverance and crystal clear knowledge of her work.

Same was the scenario with Mona; she had in these few months started to admire him.

Manas was this young , attractive  , successful and down to earth man , who respected women and humans as a whole, a thorough professional,  eager to know the tiniest bit of details  no matter how unnecessary it may seem, always treating employees first as humans and then as anything else.

She was indeed smitten and taken by this man.

Somewhere deep in their minds and heart they both knew and could mutually feel the liking for each other which they refrained to show.

As the months passed, it was almost a year of them working together. It was also the time for team outing to none other than paradise on earth ….GOA.

The annual Team outings always happened in the month of September. These outings were a way of informal enjoyment with the team with whom you have sweated your hard-work an entire year to meet the goals and targets.

Mona could never in these 3 years be a part of all this fun, all thanks to her parents.

But this time Manas was not ready to hear any of her excuses and insisted her to come along.

After a few days of pleading and arguments, Mona managed to convince her parents for the trip.

She was very excited and looking forward to all the fun and thrill.

Finally the day arrived… she was flying to Goa…. On the plane they both were seated together. During their journey, they discussed about life, work, sharing of personal information about family, ambitions, friends, life partner and marriage.

In all, it was more like get to know each other talk which they both enjoyed.

The staying arrangements were done in five star hotel with sea view. Lots of out-door activities and pool parties were also arranged.

In most of the fun activities, it so happened that most of the time she had to perform the activities with Manas along with few other team mates.

She could feel how he was supporting and encouraging her to perform better and every time she failed; he would either give her a hug or just casually run his fingers through her hair.

In the night parties they use to dance their heart out and drink as if there will be no tomorrow…

All this thrill and blast of excitement gave Mona a sense of refreshment. She was just praying that this madness should never end.

Unknowingly all this had brought them more closer since she did confess naughtily while dancing that how she liked being under him and felt privileged to be working under such handsome looking boss.

Manas also for the first time without thinking twice about their levels at work agreed that even he admired her and was happy to have her in his team and he found her very beautiful and attractive.

At the very moment it was like time had stopped for Mona… tears started to roll down her soft delicate, creamy like skin. She just ran towards her room leaving everything behind.

Manas felt ashamed and embarrassed…

Final day arrived. It was sunny morning; lavish breakfast was laid out for the staff near the beach.Mona came in with her friends wearing this beautiful halter neck maxi dress exposing her slender and delicate shoulders.

Manas looked at her and said,” Hello, hope you are feeling better?” She nodded and said,” Would like to talk about the last night after the breakfast.”

After breakfast they both met near the beach where nobody was there to notice them. He apologised for last night and the same very moment he could see her in tears, her pain, her suffering which she never dared to discuss it with anyone.However this time she dares to bare it all letting her emotions flow like a river, she told him how all this while she has been this neglected, unwanted child and how she had always sacrificed her wishes, desires, dreams to be her parent’s favourite…. how she had been longing to be with someone who could understand her……. to be loved and wanted and one who could give her that sense of security and make her feel like a woman.

Manas immediately hugged her, gave a kiss on her forehead and said everything will be fine.

The entire day passed with meetings and games.

It was finally time for Beach party…..

Mona was dressed in a beautiful red off shoulder dress, with her hair open and little makeup.

She looked ravishing, sexy and dazzling.Everyone looked at her and appreciated her beauty…. She was no doubt the prettiest girl in the party.

Manas was standing near the bar unaware of her existence in the party, with a glass of whiskey, talking to the management team discussing about the growth plan and other business related things but at the back of his mind he was still thinking about the morning chat with Mona.

How all this while he never saw the pain behind this beautiful and ever smiling face of Mona and how all this while she never let her emotions affect her work.

His admiration and respect for her swelled up even more after this outburst.

He had indeed started to like her; he wanted to give her the love and attention that she had been missing for so long.

At the very moment he turned his head towards the crowd and was awestruck by this “BEAUTY in RED… Mona”. She looked at him and from a distance they exchanged smile. He excused himself from the group to greet her.

He complimented her that she looked stunning and gorgeous.

She looked in his eyes and smiled…. she too complimented him by saying that he looked handsomely attractive… By now they both knew that they liked each other and there was more to it….

The party started to rock and roll with the ticking of clock.Everyone was dancing, enjoying the last day of their outing.

Manas , managed to muster all the courage and approached her,”Let’s go somewhere away from this crowd, I want to talk to you”, She without thinking twice about time or anything else agreed to go along.

It was a beautiful night with clear sky and stars shining bright spreading their magic all around….hiding under the sheets of darkness those emotions and feeling waiting to burst out… the sea playing its music like never before, with every wave touching the shore …trying to push out those unsaid words….. that fluttering breeze waiting to hear the music of love…. music of love that has never been said before…..

They walked along the seaside… after a few meters of walk when they were finally away from all the noise and madness.

Manas stopped….. holding her face in his hands, he finally opened up about his feelings for her and like the cascade of waterfall he expressed his emotions. He told her how he was mesmerised with her beauty the first time they bumped into each other and more so after today’s morning chat. How he has been wanting to feel her, take her in his arms, passionately kiss her and play with her hair and give her unconditional love that she has been craving for.

Every word, every desire, every expression was erupting like a volcano that has been, “dormant” for years unknown….

He was so close that she could feel his deep breath, his heart pounding fast, and his tight grip…waiting to take her in his arms ….to love her passionately.

He wanted to give her all the care she ever wished for and guard her against all the odds… to be her “MAN” on whom she can count on forever and ever.With whom she wanted to spend rest of her life, grow old with and to feel a sense of gratification of the time spent together…..

It was like…. the clock stopped ticking…. her heart pounding fast….. her body shivering with the desire to be taken…. she just closed her eyes and said STAY WITH ME…..

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